Don't you? Like you walk in and everyone who's already there just stops and stares at you, judging you, trying to figure out what's wrong with you?

Okay... maybe that's just me. Surgery's make me feel paranoid and there's always some old guy staring at my tattoo's like I have some horrible skin disease...

So I went to see my doctor today about my shoulder and she seems to think that it is nothing to do with my rotator cuff and more of a muscular thing... they said this to me the last time I had this problem and I ended up in hospital anyway. I told her this but she's the doc so she knows best... right?

Whatever...

If it doesn't get better within the next couple of weeks then I have to go back and then it'll mean physiotherapy.

Please note that physio IS NOT where they watch you exercise to try and get you working again, it's a kind of massage that makes you FUCKING SCREAM AND CRY because it hurts so bad... yes they give you exercises but that's after they've tried manipulating the muscles themselves by which time you already hurt so much you can hardly speak never mind move...

Also, I'm in agony right now... so I'm gonna go get wasted off the painkillers the doc gave me and play some Skyrim. Maybe I can make friends with a dragon...

laterz, peeps.